Today, I am quite happy that one of my close friend is back, But as we message with each other, Thing started to get a bit more and more out of hand and i did shown a bit anger on him. Maybe i shouldn't have... Does this describe as a friends?
A friend is someone who you think your life would be different if they didn't exist?
A friend is someone who NEVER leaves you out?
A friend is when you are always included when you are with them? A friend is there for you no matter what?

[Even i try so hard till your blood is nearly dry up just to be part of them, but in the end everythings is back to the starting point...]

I typing it out here is because i treat it as i am talking to myself and tell myself how i feel, But will anyone understand this feeling? i asked some of my friend but, all answer is out of my prediction... I asked Boy 1 " How do you feel when Boy 2 choose others instead of you?" he reply.. " Happy." I just felt is it really how it should be? or rather this is what we should treat each others as? Wouldn't you wish like something is not right? When you give your best and not even a bit end up as you wish But... In the end it is just nothing....