Been grateful my good friend Kaze, for telling me what he heard and never hide from me. Telling me how the girl i like had felt toward me for all this moment... I admit that out of my current life, i never had this kind of feeling before, I can't put it in words... Guess what, i can't even imagine you got to said this words until so harsh... I don't blame you, since i am the one who decide to fall for you. Why is it always the girl you like will never like you, and the girl you don't like will like you? funny isn't it? Kaze told me this, 'Have you ever think about the others? The girls who you don't like you willing to give anything for you, but just because of this girl you love you neglect the other girl or other who is precious to you. You may thought that she is not important to you but, to her, you are very precious to her... ' I cried inside my heart softly... I think over again, what is wrong with me, even the girl who read my blog add the girl i like as friend also tell my classamate that i like her... She may thought she is trying to help me but, she is making me more trouble i never know what had she done. the least i can said, Thank you, I know what i am supposed to do. Time to wake up, stop being so selfish. Get back to my life. I can at least treat her as a friend right? Can't be lover, can be friends right? (laugh) maybe in the first place she just wanted me to be her close friend? Some of the people will think 'Why did you give up so easily? You love her you should continue...' i will replied, 'I will continue love her, but i will just watched over her quietly... If this is what she wanted so be it... Probably the only one who let me felt so painfull like a knife been stabbing through my heart several times, But i still got to said, thank you... for letting me fall for you':)